Getting e-mails from girls around the country telling me I inspire them to start a band feels AWESOME.

OK so even though I said I don't really care about my birthday this year, I actually do and now I am pretty upset that I was forced to forego my birthday dinner to have a stupid band practice instead to accomodate other people's schedules.
Let's see if some of my bandmates actually get me a card this year..........sigh.......but I'm throwing my own party at the gig on Saturday so I guess I should just shut up and stop being such a brat.............wish I didn't care about this stuff........but I do.

So I managed to beat my left leg into a bruised pulp with a maraca at the last show.
I thought I was keeping time but apparantly it was more along the lines of self flagellation.
I think I need to chill.