I decided to quit drinking for a while two weeks ago and let's suffice to say that facing life sober all the time sucks royal amounts of ass. The only cool things so far are being rid of hangovers and bruises from falling down drunk during blackouts, losing some weight and maybe physically feeling better.
Tried an AA meeting last night and decided to share my thoughts.
"Yeah my name is Dana and I just want to say that facing life sober blows. I fucking hate everyone and everything. Can't I just go get wasted? I mean, come on!!!!!"
......silence.........silence........."Thanks for sharing, Dana"
Eh, whatever........
I'll just switch to cough syrup.
Just kidding.

OK, depression sucks. But apparantly, it works well for a Sobs gig. We played on Friday night and though my heart is breaking into a million pieces and I'm scraping bottom, it was a great gig and the audience loved it. They don;t call us "mope rock" for nothing.
So should I be thankful that I have plenty of anger and depression all the time........?????
Sigh
So annoying.