Trying desparately to remain positive but I must say, this whole week has been complete and utter SHIT in every aspect of my life........oh wait, hang on.....that's not very positive thinking..........
Yeah WHATEVER.....fuck it.
I'm going to Florida tomorrow for 5 days to chill.
Maybe I'll figure out what scam Jeb Bush pulled while I'm down there.
Later.

Horror and fury don't even come CLOSE to describing the realization that this country will most likely be run by right wing Evangelical Christians for four more years. I am truly, truly afraid.
Don't need any more angry inspiration for the show tomorrow night, this is plenty.

(smiling from ear to ear)
I passed my test.
Got the bruises to prove it.
Black belt, here I come.............

I have my second stripe Kung Fu test tonight and right now, I feel like I'm going to literally barf my guts up and die. I would not be nervous at all playing music in front of 50,000 people but a test in front of 20 Kung Fu students send me reeling into a tizzy. This reminds me of every test I ever had in school. I was a straight A nerd who freaked out and worked myself into a state for every exam......must be perefct, must be perfect.
PLEASE no barf-o-rama tonight, PLEASE.
If I puke in front of everyone, I will never forgive myself.
Hmmmm, maybe the bran cereal and double espresso for breakfast was a bad idea?
Triple sigh.......